why is the pressure of makin conversation.....soooooo effin HIGH....?why is it when two ppl sit together ...or three or four.....they HAVE to say sumthin.....even sumthin so dumb...so lackin in intelligence that it wud make a tadpole seem classy.....?why cant i jus sit......?let me be....i dont HAVE to say anything to u ....come to think of that ....u dont HAVE to say anythin to me either........dont u feel the pressure.......the presuure of cosiety....?drivin u to make conversation...to socialise....even when u dont wanna.....to laugh...even when u dont find a thing remotely funny.....to laugh even when u feel cut up inside.....WHY SHUD WE LAUGH.....?why shud we change to fit in....?but it iis sooooo hard....they want me to change ...to be like them.....i can feel my resolve leavn me.....they seem alrite......no....i tried that once....it brot me...nothing ...emptyness....thats is all......but their stares.....he is socially awkward...no no..dont approach him...(unless u need sumthin of course...).. he is a loner......yeah ....i am ...so what ...?let me be....