Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i coudnt see in one eye....i cant see in one eye....my left eye is useles...cyclops...yeah thats me...and my other eye....seventy five percet blind ...thats me as well....wanna know my power....?its plus seventeen...ironic isnt it....?the same as my age...hey wats ur power....?its the same as my age...no really..?yeah ...really...please dont ask me my power when u see me...i hate that surprised luk in ur eyes...then the sense of pity ...i hate the pity.....i know its only natural...but still...i never wanna feel leser than u ....i will..i will do everythin better...so that no one ever thinks of me as handicapped....i will be the best ...the best that i possibly can be...thats a decision i made a longtme ago....that time in the hospital...changed my life...by y then i wasnt a stranger to hospitals...had already fractured my arm earlier u see....still have a scar on my left wrist....try to hide it wit my watch...now u know why i always prefer big watches...in the beginin..i used to think...mebe...God has punished me ...u know...like id commited sum big sin...and thats why i broke my hand...and then id probably commited a bigger sin.so i met wit the accident...but my five year old self ..cudnt accept that...i began to think ...mebbe it was like a pre payment...mebbe im gonna comit some big sin later on..so God punished me in advance....but now...i know better..i know that the accident while it scarred me for life...made me the person i am today..it developed my interest in readin ...and hence my English improved...confined to be indoors..i still am not allowd to play many sports..ive developed an interest in music....al in all...God changed my life that day...i believe it was....for the best...
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Touching.
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