The rain ....i remember the rain so well...it was nature's special effect...i think ...later on ...it made the entire incident seem surreal to me....it eased the pain....there was so much rain...rain in torrents...the road was slippery...the car....driver in the front ....along with the boy......parents n sister in the bak...drivin on the way to Madurai....a screech of tyres......losing control......then ....crash .. a lorry.....fractured images....Glass ...mucus...blood...so much blood....my entire face is coverd in blood...whose blood is it..?they told me later that the entire windshield had shatterd n fallen on my face...whers my father..?.My father..?...fractured images.....my father's anguish..Oh god no...Dear God no...not my son..my son.....being held by him.....then blackness....images flashin thru my head....i never knew long i spent in hospital....six months....?eit....?..flashes....nurses.....its so sad....such a young boy....holdin my fathers hand n walkin down the corridor....dont wory...u'll see...God is there...Daddy will I see.....?..U will...surgery after surgery...the anasthaesia..a horrible sensation in my throat...mummy no i dont want that feeling again..tell them to stop..please...a sense of bein lifted...then nothing...findin myself..bak in the ward...struggln for everythin...have to feel my food...cant see...anything...ANYTHING...its so dark...why is it so dark...?where has the light gone.....?God ....?DAD....?MUM....?