Thursday, August 23, 2007
Turnin Eiteen
The reason i was scared of turnin eiteen...was cos i kinda felt..i wasnt ready...i mean ...i duno whether other ppl have felt this too...but i kinda imagined myself different when i was eiteen..physically yeah...mebbe a lil taller...a lil slimmer...whatever..but generally too..Bottom line ... i felt i wasnt ready..mebbe i thot that the world wud ask for more from me now that i was an adult...or that i wud have to be more mature...weird eh?I quite literally had to be dragged into my eiteenth year on this earth...Hmm...kinda like a Peter pan Syndrome i think..The boy who never wanted to gro up..why...?cos to remain a kid..is to remain carefree..to expect everything..and have nothing expected from u .....when i expressed this view to a frend..she lukd at me oddly and said that she thot that me of all ppl wud have achieved more than enuff by now...but ... dunno really...have i bcome eiteen.?the eiteen i wanted to be....?i think i imagined...that on my bday...i wd get up ....and in the mirror ...id see sumbody different...or mebbe id splash sum water on my face...and voila....id be the guy i wanted to be..supposed to be accordin to me... mebbe im short by a few months..ah well..i aint gonna spend time moonin bout it..no wories..for better or for worse..im eiteen now..no longer a kid....its time to grow up...Sho me what uve got world...
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Smart boy..not getting into an argument ;)but i have my views on Ayn Rand you can have your views on me!
by the way reading your sms blog is a bitch for my reading senses, no matter how much you believe as in your previous post, this type of language...no cigar!
:)
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hmm...yeah well..ive bin thinkin i shud change it...but then again..two reasons...A:am lazy..B;.Ii put it down as it occurs to me..
Yeah... But I think turning eighteen had it's good points... 'The vistas of unexplored glory'.. let's join hands and sing 'Auld Lang Syne'.. I'm all for it.
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